I realize, more problems will arise when I see life from "UNFAIR" perspective. When I see myself as a victim, I become caught in a circumstance that brings me nowhere.
As a human, my natural response to negative situations is anger. Of course, I have to direct that anger toward someone or something. And I realize tonight, when I direct anger toward others, then offenses follow, and then guilt and then depression.
And I feel bad, therefore, I try to find things to compensate for my bad feelings. Addictions.
I try to bury myself, often to cover negative feelings that arise out of thought of feeling that life is unfair. And luckily, music is my sweet escape. God, help meeee!!
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